LilBananaPie (lilbananapie) wrote,

Way Toooo Long...

It has been months since I last wrote...I believe that is definitely a fail lol.
Lets see where to begin... so many things have happened over the last couple months...

I passed my classes after I was sure that everything was going to end horribly. School starts back up on the

I started dating my best friend Ryan Oct. 31/ Nov. 1...he is my world. When I was at my lowest point he was there and he brought me out of it.  I am head over heals for this boy...we've been together for 2 months as of yesterday. I think he maybe the one...though I don't want to rush anything...we both have plenty of time to be together....we both have 2 years of school left while I finish my undergrad and he finishes grad school. I think I have loved him since the day I met him but I won't be tell him that one anytime soon lol...timing is everything. We kept it a secret for almost a month and then his fraternity brothers started catching on and well catching let me tell ya... AWKWARD. I can't stop thinking about him. He asked me to his work christmas/new years party for this saturday... he also asked me if I wanted to take a road trip with him to Corpus Christi...i'm so excited. As I type this the biggest smile sits on my face...I can't stop smiling and it is because of him. Though the next 2 months will be kind of hard because he works full time and is starting grad school so we won't get to spend as much time together...which makes me kinda sad so I try not to think about it. ♥

Ryan and I spent New Years Eve together with 3 of his fraternity brothers and 2 of their girlfriends...i love them...they are like family. This was my first new years that I actually spent doing something. I got my first ever New Year kiss :)

Work is well work...big surprise it never goes away. Though I don't hate it...I actually do enjoy it. Work starts again on the 5th...good bye break.

I went alum from my sorority at the beginning of december...thank goodness. I love them but I know longer have the energy to give them what they need..besides I would rather focus on school and spending time with Ryan and my friends who got so neglected because i had no time outside of school and my sorority and work.

I still can't wrap my head around everything that is happening...
Tags: life, love, school, sorority, work

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